LOVES♥ MAHJONG:)

Friday, July 18, 2008

11:50 PM

life is juz so fragile.
everythin seems ok, but in fact it isnt.
everything had came so fast and sudden dat i cant even react in a normal reaction.
i had nothing much to say about it. But i juz felt veri sad abt it.
And i really mean it.
i dunno why i m feelin like this??
the saddness is really over what i thought i will be
i always tot i m strong.
OK~ i stayed firm.
standing right there for an hour
lookin at her juz makes me feel like tearing.
i tried to control my emotion, trying not to make the atmosphere down
it is juz to unexpected that i didnt noe dat it is so soon.
it is juz like a sudden outburst..
bad stuffs kept flying over at a lightning speed.
i guess...maybe i m still young or maybe i juz deluding myself about being young so i wont face this kind of tradegy.
Now then i realised..Actually, i m juz self-deluding. I need to face this reality tat everythin will happened.

Thanks! i had grown up. I had learnt much.
It is a painful experience.
Worry less. Take good care of health

Thank you so much.. Thanks for teaching me so much when i m young.
Thanks for taking care of me when i m young.
i know dat all u did is to educate us and be a better person.
thanks for being so cheerful and optimistic even though u noe ur condition.
thanks for ur jokes as it definitely brighten up my day or every others' day
ur optimistism really make us worried less about u.
u are really thoughtful!
Hope that you do have a peaceful trip and really a painless trip.
Maybe on an optimistic point of view, ur leaving is a good way, as u had less sufferings.

i will miss you! and i really mean it!
i miss you like now.
Sometimes i really hope dat time will juz go back and stop at those happy moments when u are still young and strong.
And i really do hope so:)