Sunday, July 27, 2008    
9:58 PM     
 i started to feel uneasy nowaday
i felt quite lost in where i m goin and stuff..
crazy thoughts keep attacking me.
i m no longer whoever i m i guess.
i juz lost myself and i juz realised it
i started to feel scare in knowing people and just felt like being alone.
i dunno wat to say and sumtimes even felt dat i had difficulty in expressing myself.
this really keeps me in deep thoughts that what actually makes me like this.
mayb because i started to protect myself too much dat i juz kept everythin to myself.
i noe there are pple ard me whom i guess are trust-able.
BUT i juz cant.
keepin it in mayb is a better way to forget..
Juz no one will ever reminding it again..
i m juz so forgetful..i will juz forget abt it..
and kissed goodbye to those stuff...