Wednesday, July 30, 2008
11:07 PM
went to have prata at jalan kayu today wif tam and shiwen..
ok the prata is quite ok..i m too full to have more..
plain is still nice.
after dat went over to shiwen hs to play mahjong!
OMG! first time ever i won in her hs..HAHA!
happy:)
July is ending.. dat means i will be busy like SOON and i mean it
31 july - 2 aug
Freshmen teambuilding camp
4 aug
out wif tam n shiwen for tam "xi chen"
check the block i m in and start planning my timetable
5 aug
academic briefing
6 aug - 8 aug
Bondue camp (*Business camp)
BOSS *bidding for course/module*
i guess will be MIA for a period le..HAHA!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
11:23 PM
Juz before the day ends.
i shall hereby wish my little boy...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
you are finally 9 years old (*inside joke)
may all ur wishes cum true..
HAHAHA!!
a veri good celebration of ur birthday wif 70Km road march!
life is good.. everythin will be fine:):)
Monday, July 28, 2008
3:46 PM
HELLO.... and GoodBye
Sunday, July 27, 2008
9:58 PM
i started to feel uneasy nowaday
i felt quite lost in where i m goin and stuff..
crazy thoughts keep attacking me.
i m no longer whoever i m i guess.
i juz lost myself and i juz realised it
i started to feel scare in knowing people and just felt like being alone.
i dunno wat to say and sumtimes even felt dat i had difficulty in expressing myself.
this really keeps me in deep thoughts that what actually makes me like this.
mayb because i started to protect myself too much dat i juz kept everythin to myself.
i noe there are pple ard me whom i guess are trust-able.
BUT i juz cant.
keepin it in mayb is a better way to forget..
Juz no one will ever reminding it again..
i m juz so forgetful..i will juz forget abt it..
and kissed goodbye to those stuff...
Monday, July 21, 2008
11:37 AM
I was away from home for a day, doing my CSP work at toa payoh stadium
it is an overnight CSP 24 hours being alert wif shift of various pple.
i m involved in public relations and information aka registration
i had 5 shifts which is 4pm in 19 july 2am 5am 9am 12 noon in 20 july
But it seems to me dat not everyone is doin thier shift which is kinda irritating..
i was waiting for mitch and frenz at 19 july ard 10 plus so i sat at the booth and wait.
NO ONE who is in charge of dat shift were there and these poor girls sitting there is juz called from other "department" to do so
Not onli dat while i m doin my shift at 2am,
for the first half an hour i was the onli person there sitting? THANKS ALOT!
they juz smoked their way thru earning CSP hours..a**hole
thanks to shiwen and fangling, they came over to keep me company.
and so we sat there from 2am to 6am, and we helped someone from 4am shift to do their job?
and please dat someone is dat person who asked me at 2am is it ur shift now bcoz i m playing bridge at another place? you noe who u are...
i dont tink they reached the goal of 40 000km anyway and i left early though with valid reason.
So ya.. i juz done my job:)
Labels: CSP
11:22 AM
When the monk signalled that it is ready to move..Gust of wind blew by stronglyit is juz like it wanted to highlight sumthin..everything at the void deck was vibrating..some even shook vigorously.Is this a signal i tot?i was sitting on a chair waiting while taking a nap as i didnt managed to catch more during my involvment of Trimilyics.We were asked to have our last lookHe wanted us to turn back from it as he closed the opening.when everything is done, we moved on tgt with it.everything is juz so so drama.Is not because of the appearance of the people, it was the surroundings tat causing it to be.As we walked behind her, sending her off peacefully.Wind was blowing strongly, as if it wants to blow everyone away.the timings are too accurate. It juz like wat u see in dramas..How i wished i m juz an extra in tis show?But i m not..This is not another show...
Friday, July 18, 2008
11:50 PM
life is juz so fragile.everythin seems ok, but in fact it isnt.everything had came so fast and sudden dat i cant even react in a normal reaction.i had nothing much to say about it. But i juz felt veri sad abt it.And i really mean it.i dunno why i m feelin like this??the saddness is really over what i thought i will bei always tot i m strong. OK~ i stayed firm.standing right there for an hourlookin at her juz makes me feel like tearing.i tried to control my emotion, trying not to make the atmosphere downit is juz to unexpected that i didnt noe dat it is so soon.it is juz like a sudden outburst..bad stuffs kept flying over at a lightning speed.i guess...maybe i m still young or maybe i juz deluding myself about being young so i wont face this kind of tradegy. Now then i realised..Actually, i m juz self-deluding. I need to face this reality tat everythin will happened.Thanks! i had grown up. I had learnt much.It is a painful experience.Worry less. Take good care of healthThank you so much.. Thanks for teaching me so much when i m young.Thanks for taking care of me when i m young.i know dat all u did is to educate us and be a better person.thanks for being so cheerful and optimistic even though u noe ur condition.thanks for ur jokes as it definitely brighten up my day or every others' dayur optimistism really make us worried less about u.u are really thoughtful!Hope that you do have a peaceful trip and really a painless trip.Maybe on an optimistic point of view, ur leaving is a good way, as u had less sufferings.i will miss you! and i really mean it!i miss you like now. Sometimes i really hope dat time will juz go back and stop at those happy moments when u are still young and strong.And i really do hope so:)
Sunday, July 13, 2008
10:01 PM
i was out at east coast park on fri and sat to do sum community service program.
it is called the cycle of dreams.
what are we there for>?
we are there to promote and create awareness of the handcyclist.
they are in fact a group of people who are physically not as inclined as what we people do.
It is a type of sport meant for them.
Although they are handicapped, they still able to cycle:)
the cyclist group:)
POWER RANGER!!
ashlee, gordon, yanming, shiwen, me
tat's us again! GO GO POWER RANGER!! yanming, gordon, ashlee, jen, me ,shiwen
i don't really noe wat to say. But i enjoyed the time spent there, i had fun, and i encouraged people to join tis meaningful community service work:)
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
10:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOMMY:):)
i m back from dinner..
Hmmm~ i guess is alright..the dinner is nice..
u guys can try the restaurant.
Peach Garden Thomas Plaza outlet.
and so.
the cake is not successful again:(:(
anyway..i m freakin sad ytd..
bcoz i MISSED my basic theory test ytd.
i was late and they dun allowed me to go and take..
ahhh~
i rushed there!! but is during the peak hour so i took longer than usual time to reach.
HAIX:(:(
i still need to for an hour to rebook my test day..
sad! den in the end i m late for my meeting wif joe and seokching:(:(
yesterday is juz not my day..
it started wif me overslept..
so in the end i reached cityhall at 1pm and i m meeting shiwen and fangling at 1.30pm!!
AHHH!! so i rushed over to Pennisular Plaza to my uncle's work place to get the stuff my mom wans me to take?
den i rush over to marina square zara to get the top i wished to have veri long ago.
BUT guess wat? They told me dat the shop holds old stock they dun ve the new stock??:(:(
So in the end didnt get dat top?
But nvm i bought another simple top? i still wan dat top:(:(
bcoz of the delay..(*cant find dat top)
i was late for the meeting wif shiwen and fangling..
matriculation is oso long!! it dragged oso..
library talk is fully booked! So had to cum back another day..
although i have a month before i start my school..
but in between there is alot of stuff and events need to attend..
XIN KU AR!!!!
muz jiayou le..
not much freedom le..
Monday, July 07, 2008
2:57 PM
is the start of another week..
HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL THE YOUNG PPLE:):)
believe it or not.. i already forgot abt tis day!!
hahaha!!
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nvm~ i juz had my first ever experience of baking a cake?
and is a BLACK FOREST CAKE
sld i say it is a success or is a failure?
the appearance wise is quite nice..of course is not perfect.
but the spongecake (indeed!) doesnt taste like a sponge cake..
it isnt dat spongy and springy though..
it tasted like BROWNIE.
weird??
haha!! but my mom likes it!
she said that it is nice..
so in the end..actually she likes brownie..haha!!
faints!
i m so gona buy the stupid electric whip..
it is goin to save lots of time and energy:):)
the failure of my sponge cake is partly due to the whipping of the egg mixture..
ahhhh! i shall go and buy like later and do it again like later!!HMMM~
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Yesterday, tammie shiwen came over to my place to have a mahjong session.
together with my bro gf, peijun, we played like one full round
the lady luck is on my side and i won 65 bucks of chips..
but due to sum calculation error on the initial chip..there is an additional 10 bucks chip circulating..
So in the end i juz won 57 which is oso alot..
but nvm~ i spent dat winning to treat them dinner at chomp chomp..
with a leftover of a few bucks:):)
tis is my first ever HUGE winnings lor..
faints! is damn scary during the game..
it is juz like mingjie's aura with me like dat..
shiwen n tammie will agree wif me..
the tiles are all freakin nice de la..
legandary tiles all cum out..
is like all zi mo..
MAN TAI + ZI MO everyone $6.40 lor..
is quite shuang la..gt tis feeling once is quite sufficient lor..
after losing 20 bucks or more everytime..tis is the best day of my mahjong life..
haha..
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PHEW~i juz called SMU to clarify my place
WOOHA! THANK GOD!
i m in SMU business la..
it is so freaking scary lor..
the whole system kinda like caught up la!
i received NUS letter and also email indicating dat i m their student with a place in NUS
they asked me to register like tis wednesday and stuff
this totally freak me up!!
i m juz a paranoid little girl feeling insecure bcoz i didnt really receive a confirmation email from SMU.
So when i received the NUS email for the QET, this has already made weird thinking running across my little mind.
A few days later, the BIG yellow envelop sent over with all the registration stuff.
What really FLY across my mind, i guess i shall not said it explicitly.
I m just like a "gan chong" spider asking my mom and friends "HOW?"
is like M I IN OR NOT?
i kinda dun trust the system at all.
At least they sld send me an email to say about the matriculation maybe in the form of reminder.
This will definitely ease the tension in me:)
But just before the YELLOW envelop is sent to me.
i did received the SMU business orientation camp's gimmick a packet of "medicine"
So actually i m hanging up there, thinking that whether i am in or not?
all the question marks had cleared!!:):)
i just received the call back from SMU and they did confirmed dat i m their student?
THAT means in fact i have 2 places in 2 different university?
i guess the system kinda screwed up?
For the 1st window, i accepted NUS science, but in the 2nd window i accepted SMU business management.
In the end i gt both? weird hur~
Nvm~ i shall just ignore.. as long as i got my place in Business and i m FINE:):)
Labels: Cake, chomp chomp, mahjong, university, Youth day
Thursday, July 03, 2008
11:26 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOO KIMWEI and my sec bro EDDIE!!
they are twenty now!!!yes it's 2-0..tsk tsk!! old le la..hahaha!!quite evil of me to say dat..but lalalala..i m still 18..i m still a teen..HAHA..
Although i sounded quite old..but i m still young compared to them..
shalalala~
anyway, went for medical check up tis morning to raffles medical group in amk..
lots of funny thingy happened..
especially dat urinal test..testing for protein and stuff..
woo..shiwen shiwen~~ i m so gonna rmb dat whenever i see dat kind of bottle again!!
hahaha~
had a chest xray juz opp the clinic at amk polyclinic..
i m juz right behind shiwen which is like erm...juz 5 mins or less..
but i need to wait for my report for like 15 mins after hers..
we were kinda anxious bcoz shiwen wanted to have her mac breakfast which ends at 11..
and clock is abt to struck 11 soon when my xray result is out..
BUT thank god..our blood pressure is fast..so in the end we made it in time for the breakfast..
we reached mac exactly 11! dat's so cool!
after dat i went over to mui place to slack..
it is like 10 years since i last went there..
surprisingly i m still able to find my way there without even lost lor..(**tsk :P wif my serious STM)
i guess her house really left a deep impression in my mind..
i used to go there quite often...
Good life though..she is goin overeseas tml..TAIWAN there she go!!!
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went out to have a mini celebration wif my bro..
haix..sinful..FOOD AGAIN!
i had shrunk and fat!!
i dun mind growing short but i do mind growing fat..
which most of my frenz wants me to?
but is like NEOOooooooooooooo~~
bcoz i m already wearing clothes wif huge sizes..
i dun wish to wear even bigger size now!
in addition, i still wan to wear my jeans!!!
target!! slim down soon!!!:):)
Labels: birthdays, medical checkup, muriel
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
6:21 PM
HELLO!
i m here to blog to show dat i m ALIVEEeee..
i m back for quite sumtime since 23 june..
i was tied up wif a 5 day event work..introduced by tammie..
yeaH!!and i earn sum income..HAHA!!
need money for living..
OK~ China was ok..not as bad as i tot initially..
at least their tv prog is still up to my liking..
everyday i will juz wake up and eat watch tv eat slep..
dat's so nice..
like wat someone say..like TAI TAI..
BUT please..i tink i dun suit dat kind of living..although it is quite nice..
if this goes on..i tink i will die of boredom..
FIRST PERSON in this world died bcoz of dat..ROFL:D
but the weather condition like turned bad..
the air is no longer as fresh as i first went there..
it might be due to the construction of "MRT" around there..so ya~
HAHA!!i guess i might have a second home there soon ba..
bcoz my dad say he most probably goin there for retirement..
he is goin to PS us in singapore..
DAT'S so NICE of him..
OH YES! i had lots of mosquito bites on my face and body..
it hurts ok? is like u press it and u will feel the pain..
and it is reddish..
i first got it on my arms..den my face..
is kinda funny bcoz initially i tot is pimple..den i juz leave it..
but it is so strange la..like quite big..
HAHA! my dad said is mosquito bite..FAINTS! is like so accurate at the tip of my nose..ZZZ=.=
so i applied MOPIKO..and it started to heal..and less red up till like a few days and is gone..
lots of small small mosquito bites..
thank god! its all gone:):)
when i was back, i had not much time to settle down but to go on wif the event..
is interesting and i made quite a number of new friends..
the links are long..
from tammie friend, me and shiwen, to shiwen friend fang ling, to fang ling friend yi ling, and then get to noe alot of malaysian friends like ying tuan, boon ling, rickie, david and david's gf..
and alot alot more..
and i gt one "FOR KI" in canto, meaning "huo ji" in chi for 2 days..
haha!! from JB guy..
and also not forgetting the HANDOUT team..
laoda (ONG), lao er (Hendry), fang ling, yi ling, shiwen, ying tuan, uncle (Zi yang), benjamin, galvin, shi cong, henry and lastly floater boon wee who always help us..
interestingly, during this event, i found out henry is in fact my senior in deyi..tsk tsk..
but i didnt see him in sch bcoz he juz graduate when i juz gt in?
and also i saw eddy tan!! another deyi senior..
and poor him gt disfigured..during dat event..OH MY!! veri suay..it is an unpredictable incident..
*lesson learnt..dun action and play wif GNC water bottle*
i will take the photo from yi ling soon and post it up..HAHA!!
yes..i went over to shiwen place to play mahjong ytd..
and i lost again..
hahaha!!!
shiwen damn pro..she one win 3..
but ytd quite scary..veri fierce..her tiles damn good..
ALL TUA TUA one..
damn zai..
school starting soon..lots of stuff need to do..
SIAN! i need to take english module..
no one to blame but to blame myself..bcoz my english sux!
bro birthday cumin on 3 july..kimwei birthday on dat day too..
mom's birthday on 9 july..cuming soon..
need to go medical check up, need to see doctor, need to go register..
12 july and 18 july family matters..
actually not much time left though..
is goin to be veri soon before my freedom ends..
Labels: birthdays, china suzhou, event job, mahjong, others, smu matters