haix..
i was out for dinner ytd wif my ny og mate..
quite disappointed bcoz my dear darlings are nt there except for veron! X(
germz nt there, darling peijun nt there, BINGLIANG OSO NT THERE!!
ahhhh~ this is so so so sad!
ok la..there are many convo during the meal..
talking abt future, interview for uni, LIFE IS DEFINITELY HARD!

i juz so hate to live in tis era and GENERATION where grades are so so impt and elites are juz around us.

YES! i m complaining now! WHINING as loud as i can..
trying to sob my days through and also SHOUTING LOUD ENUFF TO GET THIS PATHETIC MESSAGE ACROSS TO ALL THOSE YOUNGER THAN US!

we are pathetic soul..

it is tough for us to get into uni? it is even tougher to get into the course dat we wan?

who to blame?

just blame dat we are born so so so late. get tis in mind! getting As and Bs is no longer a tough thing.
LOOKED ARD! there are tons of pple getting straight As and PLease? they are still under consideration whether they are able to get into their course dat they wan?

SO looked at me! my GP sux! my grades looks good? BUT it isnt good enuff as compared to the rest.

just 4 years ago, a BCD can easily get into a course? mayb FASS?
but now? rejection?

throughout the whole meals..we are kinda revolving ard uni..sad life though!
hurhur~
wat so good abt my grades? is juz sucky to be the bottom few to get into uni..

LISTEN PPLE! please get all As before u consider to get into an uni..
Sorry~ tis is a sad news! we juz have to face the reality dat we are just nt good enuff~
and OH please dat's just a stepping stone.
u dun even have a definite place in the course u wan even though u gt ur As ok?
please pass your interview first okay~
get some knowledge and intelluctual skills or even better communication skills to get in.
mayb dat's a even better for u to get into uni.

OR mayb.. u just wait till our dear govt finish building the 2 new upcoming university and get more space for us..
yes mayb dat's a better choice..
but how long will it be? i m nt sure abt it?
mayb u can gif a call to our ministry ok?

OK i noe, i m considered fortunate to be accepted into university as compared to the rest out there.
last time obtaining Bs and Cs can get u into uni.. but now? NO where!
so please PULL UP UR SOCKS UP TILL UR THIGH AND START STUDYING HARD FOR UR EXAM!
i m not lying.. juz look ard and u will know!
mayb poly will be a better alternative..
at least after an additional year compared to us(junior college) they will still obtain a dipolma.
which is so so so much better as compared to an A level cert?

YES! reality is HARSH! but wat can we do? we juz have to go thru it!
mayb it would be a better choice for pple to go overseas to study? afterall it is easier to get in there?
or juz take some loan from banks to study in private university..

i feel sad for them and also myself. We are all sad dat we cant get into the course we wan..
i m taking it quite lightly dat whether i m able to get into SMU..
Having High hopes will get cause me to greater disappointment if i didnt get in..

i had enuff of articles sayin dat actually grades arent everything..
it all depend on ur capability!
BUT please! think twice again! before we really can even show our capability..if our grades arent there or UP till the standard for them, HAHA they will just say " sorry~ mayb you suit other places"
mayb it would be better if they gave us the chance to try.. at least we learn and know whether we are capable or not?
AT LEAST we are more satisified with the rejection. we know actually we are nt good at it? isnt it?

haix~ watever..
just after the talks and phone calls dat i received ytd from my dear yanyi n mui mui..
they gt places.. but i guess..those isnt the one dat we wan..

INTEREST is impt..dat's wat we wan..BUT reality is harsh..
we just have to accept it?

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LADIES AND GENTLEMAN!!
wooohooo~ my SMU interview is finally over!!
wow! this is so memorable.
i juz hate to have an interview..BUT it is essential if i wan to get into SMU

anyway~ the rejoice for the end of my sleepless night of reading papers doesnt mean dat i did well for my interview though (*although i wish dat i did well)
but definitely!!! i didnt screw my interview but i didnt think dat i did well either.

SERIOUSLY SPEAKING! the main learning point dat i learn today is "NEVER BE EARLY FOR INTERVIEW"

the story started like this...
my mom asked me to leave the house early for my 1.45pm interview, so that i will feel more prepared when i reached there.
l left my house ard an hour before the interview time and took the train to cityhall.
GUESS WAT? i did reach the place early..NOT just early is freaking early. it took me last than half an hour to reach there due to the increase in frequency in train trips during lunch break.
So i reached the venue at ard 1.15pm.
i took the lift up to the 5th storey and register.
wat shocked me is the lady and the guy told me dat... you can go in now.. they can assess you now. my immediate reaction is NOW? u mean NOW? but my interview time is 1.45pm?? den dat guy was like (*in a giggling tone) yes.. bcoz u came kinda alittle too early. SO THERE I GOES.. still in a state of shock and quietly walk to the back of the room and grab a seat.

what running through my brain at dat point in time, i guess i cant rmb~ i might be juz BLANK?
in dat room, or in other words, my group consists of 6 guys and a girl excluding me? so in the group of 8? onli 2 girls..

the essay writing isnt veri well written as u noe, MY ENGLAND isnt veri fantastic.
i choose the easiest qn of all.. "tell your friend about your learning style as a student"
is quite lame, i juz tried to write all i can tink of?
the rest of the qn is so so so totally out of question for me! individualism? pragmatism? idealism? wth?? NO way! is so GP-ish? i almost faint la..
SO i juz slowly write my essay and past dat first 45mins of today's interview.

they gave us a break after my essay writing.
actually, while i m writing my essay, i m not really veri nervous and tensed.
BUT after i submitted it, crazy and weird thoughts of "wat topic will they test us" starts to invade my mind!! dat nervous and uneasy feeling starts to overcome me. I HAVE SO SO SO MUCH TO BLURP OUT!

so i took out my phone to see. THANK GOODNESS!, my bro gf msg me..
seriously thanks peijun for dat msg..
it really helps to calm me down! although wat she msg me is nt really calmin me down initally. BUT at least i noe she is juz outside the room somewhere waitin for me.
*btw she is a SMU business student, because she parked her car in SMU so she msg me to tell me dat she can gif me a lift home after my interview*
AND so i blurp out dat i m kinda stress den she calm me down and remind me to be calm..
and then i tried to calm myself down.

After the break, they passed us a piece of newspaper article. NATURAL DISASTER. an article of 12 may strait times..
i didnt read dat before..it is the day when sichuan earthquake took place and is the day after i got back to sing?
so they told us to read abt it for 10 mins.

After dat, we were brought to another room where the 2 profs were. they are friendly and this really calm us down.
they started with self introduction of ourself.
then he told us to turn over the article and say our reflection of the article?
i tink i m quite SUAY! bcoz my groups the guys are all older than i do! more exposure..SOB SOB! 3 from poly 1 from NUS business tryin to switch 1 from Hwa chong 1 from overseas studied IB prog wif family business.. AHHH! and the girl is seriously veri good in her GP definitely! she is from tj btw~

all of them seems to speak veri good other than onli one guy who sit down there quietly and onli speak when he is asked to speak.
thankfully, everyone is given their chance to say their opinions during the interview. and definitely we can just cut in to rebut and stuff..
BUT bcoz of the topic is on natural diaster, i guess everyone viewed at the same perspective.
WE kinda disappoints the prof as he expects to see strong disagreement all over the discussion.

Nvm~ i really tried my best! haha!!! i juz tink dat i seriously gt STM and it happened durin my interview. my points came across my mind and i started to say so when i say until halfway, i juz suddenly forget wat i wanted to say!!!
ahhh!! saded!
den he looked at me and i looked at him and i juz smile and say nvm~ just move on.

i just tink dat i didnt do well in the interview as compared to the rest. i tink they are really great! first time in my life i feel dat i m so so so so so stupid. i feel like i m just a primary sch kid and they are actually a grad or sumthin..
dat's my feeling! seriously!

just pray for the veri best and hope dat i can get into SMU business..
PLEASE!!
bless me ah ma:):)



i m seriously resting well at home.
i guess, for the past few months, i really did tired myself too much..
afterall, i m a noctural. and i need to wake up early for work and also need like how many godly hour so as to be veri energetic..
HAHA!!
nothing much..juz feel like slacking ard..

SMU interview is so near..i feel so unprepared.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR GOH WEETER
before your birthday ends..juz wan to wish u!!
hello hello!!
auspicious no. 1919..HAHA! happy 19th birthday on 19 may..
u sld go and buy 4D..nice day with a public holiday attached to it..
all buddhist celebrate ur bday wif u..HAHA



i m so busy since i was back from my holiday, hong kong ans taiwan.
i haven really packed finished my stuff and sort out watever rubbish i bought there.
actually there isnt alot..haha!! i didnt really spent alot of money..
BUT i juz love tis figuring my bro gf bought for me in hong kong!!
is so so so cute la..



I LOVE DEATH NOTE! i like L alot..but i kinda regreted dat i didnt buy kira myself..SAD!
i sld have get it la..LIGHT is nice too!!
my bro bought ryu(god of death) for himself and oso his frenz..
AHHH!! i felt regret abt not buying LIGHT!
my aunt and cousin is goin to hong kong on th 25th..
mayb i sld tell her to get it for me..BUT :(:( she didnt see death note or read abt it..
i dun really noe how to explain LIGHT to her..i tink i sld try my best..so dat there wont be any regret again:):)






is my last day with my first batch of colleague, a job i tink i will nv take.
but nvm~ i juz end tis chapter of my life, meeting new pple and leaving footprints and marks.
it is great to noe them, they really teach me alot:)










yesterday was my official last day is school..HAHA!!

anyway~ special thanks to Kah kiat, sophia, lionel, zhi lei, liping, wan qi, hui wen, angelina(if i didnt get it wrong) for the chocolates and biscuit.



took pictures on thurs with sum of my classes







hahaha! it has been ages since i have updated my blog..
anyway~ i juz gt back from my holiday, hong kong and taiwan.

the first thing when i gt back home is to receive dat sad piece of paper..
the paper which indicate dat NTU faculty of business rejected me..
OMG! i m so so so sad la..but i gt a place in psychology.
OK i cant deny dat i m really interested in psychology? but it will nv nv be the degree i wanna to achieve. i dont mind to study as one of my module.
imagine studying every single and tiny bits of the human emotions and reactions? ahhh!! long long essays for like 3 years or more. NO WAY!
is a total nightmareX(

but nvm~ at least there are still hope. i still have NUS and SMU..i haven receive their letter. ALSO! i can start appealin to NTU tml...14 may!! is tml..is finally starting! yes!! bless me wif all my luck~~*pray pray*

About my holiday...HMMM~ the below content is juz some feeling and experience i had during the trip..i mayb generalisation so PLEASE dont take it too hard.
Personally, i tink taipei is a nice place but they juz lack of sum attractions as compared to HongKong. She is definitely veri veri tourist-friendly. There are many signs on the road names, indication, directions, maps etc. You can hardly lost there. AND most importantly, the pple there are really nice. They are friendly, really friendly. Remember tat day which i went to taipei 101, we took the public bus instead of the shuttle bus, so we had to find the exact stop to alight. We asked the bus driver, he tried to help us, together with sum of the taiwanese passenger. When we alight, they still greet us politely by saying "welcome to taiwan, enjoy ur trip" dat's so nice of them.
In addition, because my grandma tag along wif us, whenever we board a MTR(their MRT) there will always be sumone gave up their seat for her..tis is definitely veri nice la..
In taiwan, i juz love their dessert. especially Tang Chao's mango shuang.. a must try! love it.. while the rest, is a veri known fact they are like feng li shu, dian dan, muah chee etc.

As for HongKong, seriously, i stayed there for like 3 nights and i toured most of the attractions..except for Hong Kong disneyland..HAHA!! the people there are seriously stuck up and also veri pragmatic. they have veri serious attitude problem. i juz dun like their attitude. BLAH~ the way they serve pple are also suck. there is no doubt for those well-known restaurant to serve pple well but is not really as well as what we serve.
there is one day we went over to a normal restaurant to had our breakfast.. OMG! it sux! they juz throw all the plates cups chopsticks without even put it properly..they juz chucked it to us..like WTH??
signs ard HongKong isnt really dat friendly,it is onli friendly when we are goin to places of attraction. Other than dat we can hardly see the signs.
she is actually the worst country i ever went..ok! mayb i m abit biased..is my own opinion..

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