AH! damn depressed..
i m damn scared that i will fail my gp la..
like seriously scare..
totally no confidence in dat paper..
my dad called n ask me abt it..
hmmm~ he told me not to tink abt it n concentrate on my other subjects first..
but is really hard u noe..
startin off the A level wif two papers dat i dun really feel confident in..
i really hope dat math will be managable n it will really be a veri veri veri nice pressie for my birthday...

AH MA 请保佑我这次的考试一定要考到好成绩



went to seoulgarden to have our lunch..hmmm..
tryin to release the stress in me..
ok..nt bad..but the gp thingy juz cant get out of my head..
i need to control!
i m so kind enuff to offer my helpin hand to help them to take dessert..
i help my daddy to take the dessert..but wat happens!
that ungrateful soul didnt finish it up n even throw all the stuff into the soup bowl..zzz
thanks AR!!
















see that! those pineapples and nata de coco n jellys are all thrown in the bowl..
UNAPPRECIATIVE SOUL! UNGRATEFUL!
hahahaha...

he even tried to gay wif ah gong!
but wat happens..ah gong veri reluctant to take dat pic..
hahaha
















after that we went home
hmmm~ had my dinner at hm..
juz as i m in the mist of sortin out my econs n maths worksheet..
roy called me..
is damn random..he told me to cum out for dinner at chomp chomp..
i told him dat i already had my dinner..den he nvm juz cum n meet up..(*background sounds like he is talkin to sumone)
so i say ok...i sort out my worksheet ard 15 mins later i will go out n meet him..
not long after..is like juz ermz..kimwei called me
he ask me whether i wan to go to town later at late..to celebrate halloween?
i m like..hahaha..are u wif roy?
he is like nono? wat's wif him..
oh nth..i asked to repeat himself again..and so he did...
but i kinda reluctant bcoz town damn far..
damn lazy..
den he nvm..we will juz celebrate halloween ard my estate..
hahaha!! i m like ermz..i not really interested..but nvm i will confirm wif u later..
den i asked again..are u wif roy? den he say no and asked why?
i say no la..roy called me to meet up wif him in chomp chomp..
ya and blah blah blah..explainin it to him..
den i say i will confirm wif him later..bcoz i m sortin out my worksheet..

after i had sorted out the worksheet..
i went out n meet roy..
i gt dat instinct or impulse that it is definitely a prank..
they are nt so random to ask me out for dinner..
it is definitely a prank..
so i called roy and told him that i m walkin out to meet him..and asked him again..are u sure u are nt wif kimwei?
he said ya? so wat's wif him..
i m too lazy to explain so i juz say nvm i will meet u first..bcoz i m so sure dat they are together..

so i called mitch n told him abt it while i walked over..
i m tryin to assure that i m nt being sensitive or parnoid..
yes indeed! i was pranked!
but i pre-empt it..
roy stood outside chomp chomp..
and discussin wif me wat type of food to eat..
while slowly leadin me to the place that kimwei was sitting..
and acted as if they are veri surprise tat they met each other like juz..
and kimwei start accusin me tat i reject him n go find roy..zzz..BLAH BLAH BLAH!
hahaha...but i was callin him while walkin TOWARDS HIM!
but he kept hung up my fone..-.-
hahaha!!
ya..in the end they decided to confess to me tat they prank me..diao!
ya..we started talkin abt many stuff..
den until ard 9..we went into separate way..both of them walked back top roy's hs and i went back to mine:):)

tis proves one thing..I M NOT NAIVE!
i m sensitive and not blur:):)







drawn by mitch..usin a mouse..*clap clap*
but too bad dun have the drama stunt and dat "aHHH" dat GL element inside..hahaha








STOP IT! is driving me mad!!!
AAHHHHHHH!!
ALEVELS ALEVELS!!! IMPT IMPT!!!



有时放弃未必是件坏事
这也代表是一个新的开始
要放开胸怀接受这个残酷的事实
现实就是这样你不得不接受
应为我早已是受不了了
也是时候应该长大了

幸福不是必然的
也不是能硬来或能强求的
如果不开心或不认同
就不要再强求自己强迫自己硬逼自己来接受这样对你不公平的事件
应为我知道可能————————————

人就应该要快乐
如果不快乐
活着又那么痛苦
那又何必呢？



wooo~ consultation day!!!
fruitful to sum extent..
hahaha!!

had gp consultation in the mornin..from 9-10...
went thru my prelim compo to find out wat's wrong wif my compo..
glad to hear dat my content is worth the mark but my language isnt la..haaha!!
but nvm..it's ok..
i noe my grammer is damn bad..hahaha!!!

after gp consultation is followed wif maths consultation..
2 hours grp consultation..is like damn fast..
i nv feel so fast la..is like wow! juz like an hr onli..hahaha!!
went thru all the stuff dat i dunno wif mdm chan...
i tink sld be ok..

den i had phy consultation..
didnt really asked him lots of qn..
bcoz i was goin thru the suggested solution wif mr lim's laptop..
OH MY! i sat there for like 4 hours la..juz to go thru 3 schs prelim paper..
a total of 6 to 7 papers..
AHHHH!!! is totally saturated la..
damn sian..
hahhaha
finally! tml can rest..i can stay at hm..
yeah..ya mayb onli..hmmm~
can wake up later i hope..
juz really hope dat i wont wake up at like 8 or 9 plus..
dat's damn early..

AHHHHAHHH!!!
i need to faster finish my work..
i muz study..hahaha!!
YEAH! i can..

do dAT for myself..
nt for anyone...
BUT MYSELF!:):):)






reminiscene is fine wif it but please dun regret and start sayin if... or i shall have...
OH PLEASE! is already over..
look forward.. stop mumbling n sayin it over n over..
juz grab another opportunity to compensate dat regret u tink u have..
but nt keep quacking continuously..
*roll eyes*
even though i m guilty of it sumtimes..

D E S T I N Y

gt one postcard from mdm zalinah..

"The place to improve the world is first in one's heart and head and hands."

damn nice..but is finishin soon...need to top up liao..but VIVO damn far..damn sian!!!:(

the world smallest jelly bean

a close up pic of it..damn blur..those beside the jelly bean are those normal size one..dat mini jelly bean is like a miniature of bean la!!

my dog! damn random..took it last night..he is slepin damn soundly..but i tink damn damn cute..

ya...i m playin wif tis thingy recently..HANAYAMA metal chain.. my first collection..damn fun!! i m goin to buy another one..is called VIOLIN! tis is CHAIN..

A LEVELS CUMIN!!!

left wif 14 days...damn scary:[

i dunno why feel damn pekcek tis few days..mayb is stress or mayb is sumthin else..or even mayb bcoz i m sick or sumthin...need to chiong it..

we can do it:):)

STARTIN OF AGONY IN 14 DAYS..

FREEDOM IN 36 days!

In the confrontation between the stream and the rock, the stream always wins, not through strength but through perservance.

so during the "confrontation" of A levels, one will always win if we hold on and finish it through:):) *perseverance dat's the key to success*

my graduation pack given by Mr Lim..the most meticulous guy teacher..
looks veri blue..but i like..
but every single item signify sumthin which is noted in the blue card..

Life's Checklist

• Fastener: have a golden heart
• Pencil: The Story of the Pencil
• Postcard: have an open mind
• Red Leaf pen: simple and reliable
• Smiley: Remeber to count your blessings
• Star: uniquely you
• Tissue Paper: always providing comfort to others
• Wooden peg: tenacious and a bright outlook

Complied by
Lim Chee Seng (Mr)
12 Oct 07 (Fri)

What the mind of Man can conceive and believe, it can achieve

ytd mornin after i had visited a doc..
i went to a quite known kaya toast shop..
tis shop is an imitation of one prestigious traditional kaya toast shop..
it has been established for a few decade perhaps? i m nt sure ant it..
but tis shop dat i had visit ytd mornin isnt dat prestigious traditional kaya toast shop but the other one
ok watever..
dat's nt the main point..
sumthin i cant stand abt tis shop is the cleaniness
tis is the first time in my entire life who stepped into a shop wif all the tables filled wif used plates n cups..
OH please..for GOD sake..
even if ur business is good..u still need to maintain the cleaniness of ur shop..
all the workers in the shop are like doin their stuff n no one is steppin out n clear those table..
i felt so dirty la.
although the floor is cleaned..but the sight of dirty plates n cups are like TOTALLY AHHH!!!
OH MY! i will nv go there n eat anymore..
but they did clean it afterall like when they are free..
but is like hmmm~ when all tables are filled wif plates n cups..
since their business so good..why nt juz hire another worker juz to clean those dirty tables..
ok i shall nt comment anymore..juz feel dat sumtimes it sld be known to pple..
but i m nt so evil to name dat shop..
it is sumwhere in bishan..dat's all i will say..
hahaha!!!

1. You are capable of great things, but you must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. we call that hand Go, and He aalways guides us accordingly to His will.
2. Now and then, i have to stop writing and use a sharpener. That makes the pencil suffer a little but afterwards, he's much sharper. So you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make you a better person.
3. The pencil always allow us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes. This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps to keep us on the road to justice.
4. What really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside. So always pay attention to what is happening inside you.
5. It always leaves a mark. In just the same ways, you should know thaat everything you do in life will leave a mark,so try to be conscious of thaat in your every action

receive tis email from my dearest mopeng n i find it veri meaningful..
have many thoughts runnin thru my head..
i tink mayb i m overly contented wif wat i had now den i neglected the rest..


Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?

You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks,everything seems to go wrong...

Read the following story... it may change your views about life:

---------------------------------------------------------------

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.

I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.

He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India thathappened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.

He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.

You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- - -TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.

Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eatinghalf-way.

And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another.

The natural reaction of hunger.

Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to thenearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0..25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.

Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributedthe bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.

He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to beable to have a complete body, have a job! , have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...

Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad?
Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that! we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.



time really flies..
so fast we are goin to grad..
is alreadi 2 years n i m goin to be 18 soon..
is kinda sad..bcoz frenz are leavin..
everyone will be spilt out n walk separate ways..
dunno whether we will still clickin and hanging around after we finish our A's
hmmm..
everythin will start afresh..
meet new people etc.

tis reminds me of sec4 grad when all the girls in my class start cryin..
i m so lost..
after grad everyone continue their journey in different pathway
some went poly n some went jc..
unfortunately most of them chose poly..
haix..
time clashes! busy wif stuff..seriously no time to meet up..
so we started to drift away..
mayb i m juz native to think dat after A's meetin up wont be a prob..
but who knows?
seems like we need alot of catchin up..
alot n alot..
juz hope dat it wont be so bad till we ended up stonin..

and NOW! the cycle is back again..
graduating frenz leavin busy drift apart..
seriously HOW LONG CAN TIS BE?
i really hope it can be as long as ever..
no wonder many people say they miss their good old days schoolin..
indeed it bring lots of memories..

i dunno wat to say..
mayb in the end..i ended wif nobody..

afterall i m juz NOBODY..



hmm..not feelin veri well now..
feel like vomittin..hahaha!! dunno why..mayb is juz lack of slep..
hmmm~
gt back all my prelim results already..
ok! all the subjects have significant improvement..
except for sum..ermz..which it doesnt seem to take any effect even though i study the hardest for it..hmmm~
gt back my last paper econs today n i passed it..
juz scrap through it..wif the help of teacher who help to moderate it alittle..
is quite pleasant to hear dat i finally passed my econs..
i had nv passed it in year2 lor..is damn sad i noe..
is even so nice to hear from mr chu dat he expected me to pass before the prelim..
it sounded quite unbelievable or else sounded like ermzz u noe..
but is still nice of him to give dat boost..a good source of motivation..
HAHA!!AT LEAST HE SAID DAT I NOE SUMTHIN BUT JUZ DAT THE LEVELIN UP IS SLOW!

after the release of the prelim result...seriously speakin..i swear is real..i gt shocked out of my life wif the result i had..i m really stunned!
is like all subject..
all the papers are my best result for my entire year 2 la..
i nv imagine dat to happen ok..
but i m kinda disappointed wif my chem bcoz i reallly hope to get an A for it..but i gt a B bcoz i failed my chemistry paper 2 section B..
i guess sum of my frenz are kinda annoyed wif dat sentence..bcoz i kept repeatin dat i failed my chem paper2 section B again n again..until they are damn turn off..
BUT REALLY! if i passed it..i juz pass by like 2 marks..like 22/40 i can get an A le..
but i failed it la..zzz

physics seriously speakin i still dun really understand alot of thin..NO PUN INTENDED!
the result for tis prelim is really pure tyco one...
i need to catch up more bcoz i tink my physics isnt dat fanastic..

as for maths..i gt my As so i m happy abt it..ya!! hard work did pay off for it..
i really gain enlightenment after prelim 2 dat practice indeed make ur work load lesser durin the exam..so go do all the stuff dat the maths department had provided for u..
result will show! i m a live example...

yeah! i pass my gp! is kinda unexpected..but i failed my compre..i noe dat's a definite..hahaha!!i pass is bcoz of my compo..it pull me up..ok! is the first time i gt 28/50
to sum it mayb nth but to me i tink is an achievement bcoz language juz isnt my cup of tea..

i dunno whether it's appropriate to say here...actually is juz a trivial matter but i juz feel puzzled abt it..hmmm~~
i noe my econs result is bad so pls no laughters..
i gt for my essay 15 10 7 (veri bad i noe)
and case study 14 14 (is oso bad but at least better than essay)
but mr chu say dat my marks are moderated so as to make me pass
however, another classmate of mine..he passed the exam..he gt 45 in total
but his essay result is 16 11 6 n case study is 10 12
judgin from the result i scored better than him but how can i need moderation to pass but he pass dat exam?
is abit nt logical rite?
if i failed initial without moderation, shouldnt him be failin too?
but why he passed his econ but i fail le..
is so weird la..
so we try calculation all the probability of the weighting of the 2 paper but either way he still failed dat paper? hmmm..so i m like DAMN WEIRD!
ahhhh!!! ok i noe kinda random but juz tink damn weird..
hahahaha..

ok! so i shall go read my phy..tml there's a mock..AHH! madness!

A G N E S

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SMU
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